This isn't an episode review or anything.
I was watching tonight's show about vulnerability, and I wasn't expecting to be really moved by anything, but one of the contestant's vulnerability really hit me.
I've been a Damien fan from the first episode, but this week just killed me. His vulnerability was numb. It's really weird because just a couple nights ago I was talking to my sister about how I don't care about anyone or anything intensely. I have no passion. I don't like anyone and never have. I can't imagine myself in a serious, long-lasting relationship. I'm just really passive and I just let things happen. I don't dwell over the past or wonder about my future. I have really good friends, but I don't think I'm going to care too much when we leave for college next year. Damien's vulnerability was just from a romantic standpoint, but I'm generally numb all around. There's so much I could have expanded on when it comes to how apathetic I am, but I can't phrase it right and I don't want to reveal everything about myself.
This is really strange because I never show anyone my feelings and crap. That's why I posted this on here instead of my active blog. I sound like such a fangirl, but I don't really care. I just wanted to put this somewhere, but it didn't come out as cohesively as I had thought it.